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My life is as plain as a piece of paper.. lotsa pressure at work, trying very hard to perform yet there are so many obstacles that i need to overcome.. life now only revolves around my job... other than that, i will keep myself occupied by gg out with friends..

Sometimes i will just think whether is this the kinda life that i wanna lead, even thou the job is very challenging but the sense of satisfaction that i derived out of it is still not strong enough. reach home at 8 plus everyday also kind of drains me.. i think i really must find some jobs that can thrill me at the end of 2 yrs, or maybe i will stay on if the pay is good and my hard work is being appreciated.

Been thinking a lot about my future, made quite a lot of targets for myself to achieve.. ever since i was small, i used to set goals for myself and i had always been able to do it. maybe the goals that i set are always realistic even thou it takes some effort..

Cannot take it, this post seems so boring, just like what I am now... A boring person leading a boring life... argh.. help!

Fugly

Fugly == fat and ugly... been eating way too much lately, stuffing myself with all the good food i can get. eating like four to five meals per day, think i shall not let this carry on, time to cut down abit..

I had a fun filled weekend, went to kukup with my colleagues, even thou it is just a short 2 days affair but i believed all of us had enjoyed the trip playing mj, singing ktv, riding motorbike and playing with fireworks.. Hope that i will be able to go for such weekend trips again in the future..

While on the other hand, I received a bad news that my fellow colleague just resigned or was being discharged of his duties, i dunno whichever is the case, but that will only means that my duties had doubled since last Saturday, gosh... therefore i will expect myself to stay in the office longer than usual for the next few mths to come.. =p

Today is "zhong qiu jie", wish that everyone will enjoy this festive season by eating lotsa mooncakes...

Tired

Its been quite some time since I have written anything here, had been feeling very tired when i reached home at eight plus during the weekdays, dun really feel like doing anything much except lazing around at home.. Even thou I do not have a lot of time for myself, but at least i still feel happy, able to get a sense of achievement at work, hopefully it can lasts.. Sometimes I wonder if I am a workaholic, maybe need to redefine my work-life balance soon ba..