Stoning at home

Finally got a chance to stone at home, dun really like it as my thoughts will wander very far... too much things for me to contemplate and sometimes how i wish that i am dumb then i will not think soo much.. Still not used to the idea of moving back home, been staying at home only during the weekends for 6 and a 1/2 yr alr.. so it seems weird that i will be staying put.. haiz, shall carry on to stone... (-_-)